happy birthday qiqi !!!!!

i dun have to give u pressie le ar..here's my bdae cake specially baked for u !!!!!!

blehs..dreams come true

loves mirage

Remember me this way.

Every now and then
We find a special friend
Who never lets us down
Who understands it all
Reaches out each time you fall
You're the best friend that I've found
I know you can't stay
But part of you will never ever go away
Your heart will stay

I'll make a wish for you
And hope it will come true
That life will just be kind
To such a gentle mind
If you lose your way
Think back on yesterday
Remember me this way

I don't need eyes to see
The love you bring to me
No matter where I go
And I know that you'll be there
Forever more a part of me
You're everywhere
I'll always care
I'll make a wish for you
And hope it will come true
That life will just be kind
To such a gentle mind
If you lose your way
Think back on yesterday
Remember me this way


And I'll be right behind your shoulder watching you
I'll be standing by your side in all you do
And I won't ever leave
As long as you believe



I woke up and realised that I dreamt about this song all night long. This song that I've not heard for a long, long time. I dreamt that I was running in my dream, in a beautiful garden with flowers of red, blue and yellow. I dreamt that I was chasing after things that were important to me - my friends, my loved ones and I suddenly felt that time was too short for me to grasp hold of anything that I have in my life right now.

Haha okay why all the melancholy you may ask.

Recently, my friend's cousin, 13 years old passed away from liver cancer. On the same day, my friend's father passed away too. My friend's friend passed away too in his bed when he was only 16. Events that are not directed at me. Not painful. Not relevant.

But it made me think. Of the past. When I felt the pain.

Why did Death suddenly come. Why did Death launch an attack.

Perhaps it is wrong to make such an assumption.

Death has always hovered above - we are just unaware of how close He is.

Death is painful and it hurts and the pain is from the knowing.

The knowledge that you could have done more. That you could have been kinder, gentler, more understanding, more grateful. That you could have talked less and listened more. That you could have held tt someone's hand and tell him or her that your heart belongs to them and that you could never have turned out the way you did without them. That you could have apologised when the need was real. That you could have just said that it was your mistake when it really was. That you could have made that person smile at your jokes that were never said and the love that was never expressed. That you could have just loved him, loved her just a little bit more. More.

So people, don't wait till Death comes and it's all too late to live your live the way you want it to be and the way it should be.

p/s This post is not meant to be depressed.


=)

i've never felt sadder den before..sigh

you guys are de best !!!!!

=( x 100000000000000000

Haha silin what is princess hours?? Tell me when i see u. :D

Anyway...........i am so sick. Well yeah two meanings for that. Sick as in the literally sick cos of fatigue and sick as in sick of studying. Haha. My life is so dull like silin, HOME AND SCHOOL, thats all. Of course with the decorations of BOOKS and NOTES to make my life more EXCITING. Haha. Well i think everything is gonna be over soon. Take care! Yeah Happy Deepavali to mich also. Wahaha. I know u will be busying celebrating.

princess hours~~

im...so so so so adDicted to princess hours! i have to curb the urge to watch it on youtube...haha..thanks to karling, at least i get to hear the songs everyday! hehe... well aniway, was pretty sick these few days..guess the fatigue + the terrible HAZE muz have put a toll on me...as you all know...haha..i have SENSITIVE eyes + SENSITIVE nose and now..worse...SENSITIVE throat ...i can barely open my eyes whn i go out! this just gives me more reasons to stay at home...nowadays..im only just travelling between my school n house...how pathetic can my life BE...luckily there's princess hours! hehe..something for me to look forward to at the end of each day...haha..

aniway..the haze is gettin bad..pls take care!! i really miss all of you lots!!!! but i know it will soon be over..hang on guys!! hehe...n lastly..i have something really IMPORTANT to say......



mich... HAPPY DEEPAVALI!!!




hehe...take care!

Things work out.

Things Work Out By Edgar A. Guest

Because it rains when we wish it wouldn't,
Because men do what they often shouldn't,
Because crops fail, and plans go wrong-
Some of us grumble all day long.
But somehow, in spite of the care and doubt,
It seems at last that things work out.
Because we lose where we hoped to gain,
Because we suffer a little pain,
Because we must work when we'd like to play-
Some of us whimper along life's way.
But somehow, as day always follows the night,
Most of our troubles work out all right.
Because we cannot forever smile,
Because we must trudge in the dust awhile,
Because we think that the way is long-
Some of us whimper that life's all wrong.
But somehow we live and our sky grows bright,
And everything seems to work out all right.
So bend to your trouble and meet your care,
For the clouds must break, and the sky grow fair.
Let the rain come down, as it must and will,
But keep on working and hoping still.
For in spite of the grumblers who stand about,
Somehow, it seems, all things work out.


Extra comment. . .
THINGS will work out between friends if deep,deep inside, they're still friends.
( which I think they are still since they're not enemies. )

Let's talk after A levels?

Yes, let's do just that.


Jia you, all.

Disillusioned people.

When we're hungry, love will keep us alive. says:
i am v tired too
When we're hungry, love will keep us alive. says:
mirage, delusions miss u.
When we're hungry, love will keep us alive. says:
both of u - same type de. all illusionary.
When we're hungry, love will keep us alive. says:
HAHA
delusions says:
hahha
delusions says:
our theme is illusionas
delusions says:
u wanna tell us lit ma



Yup I WILL , so DELUSIONS & MIRAGE. here you go.


il‧lu‧sion 
1.something that deceives by producing a false or misleading impression of reality.
2.the state or condition of being deceived; misapprehension.
3.an instance of being deceived.
4.Psychology. a perception, as of visual stimuli (optical illusion), that represents what is perceived in a way different from the way it is in reality.
5.a very thin, delicate tulle of silk or nylon having a cobwebbed appearance, for trimmings, veilings, and the like.
6.Obsolete. the act of deceiving; deception; delusion.

Both of you have obscured versions of reality. =)
Unveil it, like you would a wedding veil.

btw, my hidden version of reality is where I am on a lake. Somewhere. Canada? Europe? Mongolia? Rome? Romanticised versions of fantasies. Bye bye reality.

Ok random entry ! JIA YOU EVERYBODY!

Hello. I am so sick of work. How i wish there are 48 hours in one day. Good Luck :D

Wenxin's graduation

My graduation pics! tot will share wif u all my life in AJ...

My class's band + my clique + some band members from other classes + my class guys

My scandal...teach u all a chinese idiom, "jiang1 cuo4 jiu4 cuo4"...since dey already say dat we'r a couple, den we might as well.....................................................LET DEM TAKE PICTURE OF US LA..........
My clique in class: Flora, Aileen, Mandy, Me and Miang

(Below is my PW group mates: Selina, Me, Miang, Taiyong and Lao Lai[in clockwise order])

My crassh! AJC 3805....... our patientiest form teacher - Mrs Ong


Dis week was a sad week. dere were jus too many 'lasts'. i had e last PE of my life on wed. PE in jc is no fun, i believe all of u will agree to dis. bt smhw i guess i'll miss e days when i ran ten rounds on e tracks wif my fellow classmates, encouraging each other and pushing each other when all of us felt lyk giving up. smtimes when i pass by e pri sch beside my hse and saw e kids having deir pe i feel so envious....

Also dere was e last official meal in my sch canteen, e last lecture, e last tutorial.... things gt especially precious when dey'r abt end. bt i mus say dat i din cry dis time, nt because i dun anything, jus dat i wanted to bid a happy farewell to e sch, my frens and e teachers. dey left me beautiful memories, so i tot a tearful face of mine was nt e best gift for dem on our last day in sch.

Anyway friday was a day of smiles and flashlight. i mus admit dat my class is nt bonded. at all. there's an obvious division btwn e grps, bt we had been living in harmony except for e occasional disputes. i noe dat aft graduating we may lose touch forever, bt i guess dat's ok. there's jus too many ppl passing by in my life and i noe its impossible to make everyone stay by my side. wat's more impt is dat dey've left me something which i could bring wif me forever...

Graduation.

A picture speaks a thousand words. My 2 years. Time reversal.

I thought I should write something about today since today was so special.

Today is the day that I finally graduate from CJC. Along with the progress report and testimonial I receive from the school are tonnes of other presents given to me by my classmates. I received a spiderman figurine that depicts the exact way I read a book. I have a hand-made brownie that is still uneaten simply because I cannot bear to do so, a plastic comb with my name spelt out in Macaroni style, beautifully written letters that made me tear , a so-sweet video montage and a gregarious looking sunflower eptiomizing sunshine glory. The gifts from my friends symbolise not only the times that we spent together, whether we're climbing trees, exploring haunted houses or simply discussing about the wonders of the world, it also represents the level of connectivity that I felt with my classmates. They nutured my love of literature and of all things good. Sure, we did have our conflicts and our disagreements and more often than once, perhaps we were mean to each other's face but above all, I realise that I am blessed. Simply because we have managed to connect not only as a class, united against the onslaught of endless History essays and Economics woes, we have forged bonds with each other. So perhaps we were all tossed together in this rojak called CJC, thrown carelessly by a higher power in each other's path. But we have conquered division and emerged cohesive. That, to me is truly an achievement. I am proud to call 2T04 MY class.

I think my class represents this - Individuals in an individualistic group.


AndI am so looking forward to other events this year - Prom Night celebrations, Class Trip to Malaysia! YAY!


Anyway, this graduation has also stirred up memories from the past and I think back on OUR graduation when all of us were in a frenzy, racing around to take photographs with each other, immortalising each memory in a snapshot. The times when we have our after-school lunches, our long chats, our house visits.. Brother Paul says it best.
Life is not captured in days. But in moments.

I remember in Sec 2 when all of us sat in a huge circle, hugged each other and cry. I still taste the salty tears and I am still overwhelmed by the intensity of emotions I felt then. Today, after 2 years, we are different. We have all dispersed into different groups, into different schools, into different people. Just like a dandelion when you blow it across the face of the wind. Our lives are no longer converged in a single path as before. Perhaps today we are no longer that huge group that we once were, perhaps the nastiness of time had intensified misunderstandings and caused rifts between some of us. The time where we once were able to link arms and dreams together have come to pass. I feel sad. Sad. Sad. Sad. Iit is as though something has been ripped off from me, a part of me amputated since my graduation from AMKSS. The torn off strands of friendship that I've lost are still displaced and I wonder if they can ever mend even if they are found. I STILL hope and dream that things will turn out differently and that it will be as before. But the clock is brutal. It never relents at our pleads and it never doles out second chances.

To my close friends who are reading this message. I'm so glad and thankful still that I have all of you. Every single one of you made my life unique and it is through friendship, that I have seen trustworthiness, dependency and love personified. My heart is glad because our friendship is still going strong and I am grateful for life's little blessings. I hope that our friendship never dies.

Cheers to all of you! I'm sorry it was such a long message!



Lots of love,

Michelle

hey friends..did u all miss me??

aha..long time no see..lets meet up real soon

meanwhile..goodie luck for ur revision. pls mug as much as u can for the last lap !!!!!

please don't kill me but i'm enjoying my life to the fullest everyday !!!! wheee

nothing.

What I need is perspective. The illusion of depth, created by a frame, the arrangment of shapes on a flat surface. Perspective is necessary. Ohterwise there are only two dimensions. Otherwise you live with your face squashed against a wall, everything a huge foreground, of details, close-ups, hairs, the weave of the bedsheet, the molecues of the face. Your own skin like a map, a diagram of futility, crisscrossed with tiny roads that lead nowhere. Otherwise you live in the moment. Which is not where I want to be.



- - - & that is exactly how I feel - - -

weiWEiWEI......

what happened???! how come our site became stagnent? hehe...recently..other than tryin to rush thru my endless piles of hw, neverendin revision lectures and not to forget...EXTRA TUTORIALS.....im into photoshop!!!! my pri sch fren showed mi that photoshop can do WONDERS!! u can make all ur pimples dissapear, make a person thinner...blablabla...there's so much to try!! hehe....i've experimented with it too....

haha...ok..this is not bias..i juz RANDOMLY choose a pic to work on...hehe...but i love this pic! if ur wan it...pls come look for me.....ok...nd to go do homework le....

Railway Photos

Hello! Here are the photos of the railway... =)



by keirinn




by keirinn

time just flies by...

uncle green! i think im dead...my chem prelims mcq i got 13...i tried the june paper...i onli juz passed the mcq!!! omggggggggggg......

with just one month...30days...how can i ever think of finishin revision, to think that my foundation was weak in the first place...???? 24hours a day is not enough...i really feel like skippin sch to study....but unFORTUANTELY, my teacthers are strict...T.T

i came across this phrase that left a deep impact in me.."instead of thinkin how much little time we are LEFT with, think of how much MORE time we can work with to salvage the situation..." haha..actually it is just the perception of how we see things...the underline is to stay hopeful!!!

n guys...enjoy every single moment now!! coz a few days ago..i just realised this might..no...WILL be our last chance of wearing sch U..enjoying the life of being a student in an institute...simple life of just muggin and schooling...not worrying about what to wear everyday..haha...coz before we know it...everyone will soon enter university and after that, we'll be facin the real world...i think i'm gonna miss this phrase badly...just one more month...enjoy....

You Must Not Quit

Persistence.