It's been a long time!

hi all my dear frens,

it's been a long time since i last blogged! how haf u guys been? hope things are all going well......

i'm having my recess wk nw! bt nothing to be happy of anyway, cos i've been working everyday......today i even had 3 meetings in a row! and i went on w/o food for lyk 12 hrs? i onli had breakfast and my dinner came lyk almost 9.......

okai bt anyway dat's nt e pt! life in smu is busy, e ppl, hmmm, guess its e same anywhere else, not all kind and nice bt of cos its nt impossible to find frens too.......bt no matter wat, dis is my last chance to truly enjoy student life and i will enjoy it! though dere's lots of work and things are tough, bt it doesnt mean dat we haf to look lyk corpse everyday does it? work is impt, bt its nt all dere is to it! so currently i'm enjoying myself in other activities, such as being actively involved in red cross!

yesh yesh i noe mani of u hu haf nt heard of e news will be having e same shock faces as e rest of ur fellow man when dey first heard dis.......btw do i reali appear dat unkind to u all dat i cant be in a community service group?! ahahha okai nvm..........anyway red cross is abt humanitarian work, so rite nw i'm in e exco for 2 major events, a 3 day public blood drive and oso our international mission to vietnam next yr.........yup yup dere's a lot of work to be done, some ppl may jus tink dat i'm so bo liao as to add things to my workload.........bt e pt is, i enjoy it! all dese are refreshingly new experiences to me and i reali believe dat dey'll help me go a long way in future.........its reali skills which u can acquire and put to good use............besides, i'm doing sponsorship and funding for both projects, so its somewhat related to business too..........ahahhaa........so my advice to all my dear frens out dere who are struggling wif mudane uni work is to gt urself involved! find some things which interests u and dun be afraid to try something new! dere's owaes a first step which needs to be taken....... :)

besides dat, i'll oso lyk to share wif u all something which bothered me a bit lately........it started out from my conversation wif an orientation camp gp mate e other day...........cos i was saying dat i din tok during my classes (which is a terrible thing cos we haf gt participation marks)..........so my fren was telling me dat i cannot let others haf a head before me............den i was saying dat sometimes though i noe it sounded stupid and quite impossible, bt i dun reali wan to become a person hu is jus trying to compete and win others all e time..........dere are alot of ppl hu are lidat no doubt, bt i dun wan to be of deir same kind........life has gt other better things besides jus going all out to win others hasn't it? den my fren jus said "Ya i understand ur pt, bt no pt pretending dat u're nt cos eventually u still haf to compete to survive"...........dat was quite disturbing i tot.............of cos i noe its a fact dat competition exists, bt my pt was dat i din wan to be so competitive lyk alot of e ppl out dere.........wat i feel is more impt is dat i'm able to achieve my own goals and reach e standards dat i've set for myself..........to put it simply, i jus wan to outdo myself instead of others............dere's owaes a better and a worse, so u can nv be e best, nor is it something to be happy abt when u realise dat u're nt e worst because dere's someone who's worse den u........dat was wat i owaes tot........i noe we haf to compete, bt does winning everyone reali makes me happy? if e onli thing one can tink of is how to be ahead of others, dat person reali has a sad life.............so no matter wat dey say, i am still me and i'll nt become part of dose ppl hu has a sad life! its not pretence or watever, its jus my own beliefs and values.......

okai, dat's all for dat annoying part......anyway during normal sch days, i've been meeting up wif nunu, yawen and silin for lunch.....which was quite an enjoyment! ahahha........its at least a small break away fr all e work and stuff, and its owaes nnice to be able to c my nice old frens........i wan to tell u all dat i love u girls! we shall meet up whenever we can! :)

lastly, my point for today is:
我知道这世界不完美 但却不代表我们必须成为残缺的一部分